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I'm putting this journal here so the old one'll just sit in the archive.
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Hypocrites

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Oh, I just love drama.  I just fucking love the fact that I never get a god damn break.  And I know that only one guy's gonna read this, so you can just disregard this.  I'm venting.  I'd call you and vent but I'm guessing you're on the phone as I type this.

What the fuck is wrong with people?  Why do they all have to be such god damn bullshit mother fucking hypocrites?  I fail to understand.  And for some reason I seem to fail at everything else.  All my god damn plans have fallen apart.  All my work is null and void.  I can barely keep up in college and still attempt to pull together the pieces and make something of this shitpile I've been left with.  Left and right, I see so many people with "problems"...  I'd like to compare their life to mine and see who really has fucking problems.

And I just love it when people tell me "Well, you should be happy for what you have!  You're not homeless and poor."  Yeah, that's a valid argument.  Let's also compare apples to oranges and call them equal.  Or people could just shut their bullshit-spewing mouths.  There was never any question of me appreciating what I have, and my problems aren't related to want or greed.

But the best is yet to come.  If I even manage to pull my shit together and keep everything in order I'll get no credit for it whatsoever...  No one will give a fucking shit.  The spotlight is elsewhere, and I'm only in it long enough for someone to let me know how much of a fuck-up I am.

Yep, real motivating.

I'm just gonna stop this right here.  I really have nothing I need to say that hasn't already been said or doesn't need to be said.  And no one's really gonna give a shit either.

Time for bed.  Maybe tomorrow won't suck.  Doubtful, but if I don't have hope I don't have a damn thing.
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Chaotic

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Dammit all...  there's something new every day.  Sheesh.  :slamhead:

And since only 1 person currently watches me, only you shall know about this journal entry.  So, yeah, since you're probably gonna read this little blurb don't worry about it.  I'm just killing time at work once again.  You know how it goes, my friend.

There's so many new developments lately I just gotta figure out what the hell is going on.  And make new plans, since pretty much everything has been rendered null and void.

Change isn't necessarily bad, but too much change at once just blows.  Too chaotic.

bleh.  :puke:
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bored

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Yeah, so, work is boring.  RF Online is sweet.  WoW sucks.  And I'm leaving an hour early because this building has a lower population than a ghost town...  no one's gonna know, including my bosses who left two hours ago  :p  No one reads these damn journal entries anyways (yet) so it's not like this has any importance, it's just a way to kill 5 minutes.
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Obfuscated.

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<Global.Microsoft.VisualBasic.CompilerServices.DesignerGenerated()> _
Partial Class frmWeatherReport

    Inherits System.Windows.Forms.Form

    <System.Diagnostics.DebuggerNonUserCode()> _
    Protected Overrides Sub Dispose(ByVal disposing As Boolean)
        If disposing AndAlso components IsNot Nothing Then
            components.Dispose()
        End If
        MyBase.Dispose(disposing)
    End Sub

    Private components As System.ComponentModel.IContainer

    <System.Diagnostics.DebuggerStepThrough()> _
    Private Sub InitializeComponent()
        Me.lblName = New System.Windows.Forms.Label
        Me.txtName = New System.Windows.Forms.TextBox
        Me.radSunny = New System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
        Me.radSnowy = New System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
        Me.radRainy = New System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
        Me.radCloudy = New System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
        Me.lblWeather = New System.Windows.Forms.Label
        Me.lblCPaxton = New System.Windows.Forms.Label
        Me.btnExit = New System.Windows.Forms.Button
        Me.picWeather = New System.Windows.Forms.PictureBox
        CType(Me.picWeather, System.ComponentModel.ISupportInitialize).BeginInit()
        Me.SuspendLayout()
        '
        'lblName
        '
        Me.lblName.AutoSize = True
        Me.lblName.Font = New System.Drawing.Font("Microsoft Sans Serif", 12.0!, System.Drawing.FontStyle.Regular, System.Drawing.GraphicsUnit.Point, CType(0, Byte))
        Me.lblName.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(27, 18)
        Me.lblName.Name = "lblName"
        Me.lblName.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(126, 20)
        Me.lblName.TabIndex = 0
        Me.lblName.Text = "Enter your name"
        Me.lblName.TextAlign = System.Drawing.ContentAlignment.MiddleCenter
        '
        'txtName
        '
        Me.txtName.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(182, 18)
        Me.txtName.Name = "txtName"
        Me.txtName.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(252, 20)
        Me.txtName.TabIndex = 1
        '
        'radSunny
        '
        Me.radSunny.AutoSize = True
        Me.radSunny.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(49, 103)
        Me.radSunny.Name = "radSunny"
        Me.radSunny.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(55, 17)
        Me.radSunny.TabIndex = 2
        Me.radSunny.TabStop = True
        Me.radSunny.Text = "&Sunny"
        Me.radSunny.UseVisualStyleBackColor = True
        '
        'radSnowy
        '
        Me.radSnowy.AutoSize = True
        Me.radSnowy.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(49, 146)
        Me.radSnowy.Name = "radSnowy"
        Me.radSnowy.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(57, 17)
        Me.radSnowy.TabIndex = 3
        Me.radSnowy.TabStop = True
        Me.radSnowy.Text = "S&nowy"
        Me.radSnowy.UseVisualStyleBackColor = True
        '
        'radRainy
        '
        Me.radRainy.AutoSize = True
        Me.radRainy.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(49, 192)
        Me.radRainy.Name = "radRainy"
        Me.radRainy.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(52, 17)
        Me.radRainy.TabIndex = 4
        Me.radRainy.TabStop = True
        Me.radRainy.Text = "&Rainy"
        Me.radRainy.UseVisualStyleBackColor = True
        '
        'radCloudy
        '
        Me.radCloudy.AutoSize = True
        Me.radCloudy.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(49, 238)
        Me.radCloudy.Name = "radCloudy"
        Me.radCloudy.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(57, 17)
        Me.radCloudy.TabIndex = 5
        Me.radCloudy.TabStop = True
        Me.radCloudy.Text = "&Cloudy"
        Me.radCloudy.UseVisualStyleBackColor = True
        '
        'lblWeather
        '
        Me.lblWeather.AutoSize = True
        Me.lblWeather.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(53, 291)
        Me.lblWeather.Name = "lblWeather"
        Me.lblWeather.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(0, 13)
        Me.lblWeather.TabIndex = 6
        '
        'lblCPaxton
        '
        Me.lblCPaxton.AutoSize = True
        Me.lblCPaxton.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(341, 348)
        Me.lblCPaxton.Name = "lblCPaxton"
        Me.lblCPaxton.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(93, 13)
        Me.lblCPaxton.TabIndex = 7
        Me.lblCPaxton.Text = "by Chayne Paxton"
        '
        'btnExit
        '
        Me.btnExit.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(344, 291)
        Me.btnExit.Name = "btnExit"
        Me.btnExit.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(90, 36)
        Me.btnExit.TabIndex = 8
        Me.btnExit.Text = "&Exit"
        Me.btnExit.UseVisualStyleBackColor = True
        '
        'picWeather
        '
        Me.picWeather.BackgroundImageLayout = System.Windows.Forms.ImageLayout.Stretch
        Me.picWeather.Location = New System.Drawing.Point(182, 64)
        Me.picWeather.Name = "picWeather"
        Me.picWeather.Size = New System.Drawing.Size(252, 191)
        Me.picWeather.TabIndex = 9
        Me.picWeather.TabStop = False
        '
        'frmWeatherReport
        '
        Me.AutoScaleDimensions = New System.Drawing.SizeF(6.0!, 13.0!)
        Me.AutoScaleMode = System.Windows.Forms.AutoScaleMode.Font
        Me.ClientSize = New System.Drawing.Size(444, 374)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.picWeather)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.btnExit)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.lblCPaxton)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.lblWeather)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.radCloudy)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.radRainy)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.radSnowy)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.radSunny)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.txtName)
        Me.Controls.Add(Me.lblName)
        Me.Name = "frmWeatherReport"
        Me.Text = "Weather Report"
        CType(Me.picWeather, System.ComponentModel.ISupportInitialize).EndInit()
        Me.ResumeLayout(False)
        Me.PerformLayout()

    End Sub
    Friend WithEvents lblName As System.Windows.Forms.Label
    Friend WithEvents txtName As System.Windows.Forms.TextBox
    Friend WithEvents radSunny As System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
    Friend WithEvents radSnowy As System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
    Friend WithEvents radRainy As System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
    Friend WithEvents radCloudy As System.Windows.Forms.RadioButton
    Friend WithEvents lblWeather As System.Windows.Forms.Label
    Friend WithEvents lblCPaxton As System.Windows.Forms.Label
    Friend WithEvents btnExit As System.Windows.Forms.Button
    Friend WithEvents picWeather As System.Windows.Forms.PictureBox

    Private Sub btnExit_Click(ByVal sender As Object, ByVal e As System.EventArgs) Handles btnExit.Click
        Me.Close()

    End Sub

    Private Sub radSunny_Click(ByVal sender As Object, ByVal e As System.EventArgs) Handles radSunny.Click
        lblWeather.Text = "The weather will be sunny today " & txtName.Text
        picWeather.Image = Image.FromFile("C:sunny.jpg")

    End Sub

    Private Sub radSnowy_Click(ByVal sender As Object, ByVal e As System.EventArgs) Handles radSnowy.Click
        lblWeather.Text = "The weather will be snowy today " & txtName.Text
        picWeather.Image = Image.FromFile("C:snowy.jpg")

        'If you find this message, good job.  I'm bored.  I'm tired.  I'm sick of most everything.  I posted new shit now that I fixed Photoshop.  And now I'm going to go turn in this program I put my journal in.

    End Sub

    Private Sub radRainy_Click(ByVal sender As Object, ByVal e As System.EventArgs) Handles radRainy.Click
        lblWeather.Text = "The weather will be rainy today " & txtName.Text
        picWeather.Image = Image.FromFile("C:rainy.jpg")
    End Sub

    Private Sub radCloudy_Click(ByVal sender As Object, ByVal e As System.EventArgs) Handles radCloudy.Click
        lblWeather.Text = "The weather will be cloudy today " & txtName.Text
        picWeather.Image = Image.FromFile("C:cloudy.jpg")
    End Sub
End Class
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